Last night me and my “fwb that has developed into more” got into this big fight. He felt that I was playing games and I felt that he wasn’t into it anymore. Basically he told me I need to stop talking to so many other guys if I want a relationship with him. I do want a relationship with him. I’m falling for him hard. The things he said last night really struck home. I’ve been treating him like shit instead of talking to him about how I was confused about what was happening. Today, I literally cannot get him off of my mind. He is always there for me when I need him. When I’m going through shit with my dad, or shit at school he’s there. I can talk to him. I’m comfortable around him too. I don’t have to trip about what I say or do in front of him at all, because he’s just as weird and boy do I love it. I’ve never had that before, where I can be my real, true, crazy ass self in front of a guy. When we first started talking we were sure it would be no emotions what so ever. That changed pretty quickly since we both started opening up to each other. I can honestly say that I think this is the guy that will be my first love.
